Facing the calamity：a step through hurts and hardship and look beyond for generations to come ※此為訂購書籍，調書約需1~2週。 ■簡介 陳欽生（1949－），生於馬來西亞 1967年以僑生身分來臺，就讀國立成功大學化學工程系。 1971年因台南美國新聞處爆炸案被捕，卻以叛亂案獲判12年刑期。 1983年出獄，但被禁止返回馬來西亞，因無台灣身分證而流落街頭約三年。 1986年人生才真正開始。 2009年起，投身人權相關運動，並在白色恐怖景美與綠島紀念園區，長年擔任導覽志工，被大家暱稱為「生哥」。 本書由陳欽生親自執筆，紀錄成長歷程、受難遭遇與投身人權運動的生命軌跡，2023年經修訂後發行再版。 【目錄】 Contents Forewords ................................................................................... 6 Preface....................................................................................... 10 Timeline..................................................................................... 15 ACKNOWLEDGEMENT.......................................................... 16 1. As a Malaysian Citizen.............................................................. 21 My birth place........................................................................... 21 Japanese invasion in Malaya ..................................................... 22 A quick look of Malaysia........................................................... 23 Schooling in Malaysia................................................................ 30 Trip to Taiwan........................................................................... 35 2. My Disaster............................................................................... 40 Day of arrest.............................................................................. 40 My bad luck came...................................................................... 45 Trying to kill myself................................................................... 49 Sad memory .............................................................................. 52 Ensnarement.............................................................................. 54 Interrogation.............................................................................. 58 Arriving Jing Mei Detention Center........................................... 60 Indictment.................................................................................. 66 The horrible Statute of the Rebellion Punishment...................... 71 The breathtaking sentencing court............................................. 77 International rescue.................................................................... 86 My appeals and the fruitless redress........................................... 87 Life at Jing Mei Detention Center.............................................. 89 Malaysian representative visit was prohibited............................ 90 3. National Human Rights Museum.............................................. 93 4. Green Island............................................................................... 96 New Life Correction Center and Oasis Villa (note).................... 99 Memories in Oasis Villa........................................................... 102 Drastic change of my attitude of mind..................................... 109 Life in Oasis Villa as day-time laborer...................................... 111 My dog in prison..................................................................... 121 5. Ren Ai Education Center (1981-1983)..................................... 127 My release................................................................................ 129 Where are my guarantors?....................................................... 131 6. Homeless Life.......................................................................... 135 Looking for a new start............................................................ 140 Mother failed to take me home ............................................... 142 Mother's visits I....................................................................... 144 Mother’s visit II........................................................................ 149 7. Years of Happy Life................................................................. 154 My way home.......................................................................... 155 Childhood happiness................................................................ 160 8. New Life.................................................................................. 168 Works during my homeless days.............................................. 178 Jobs before the Martial Law was lifted.................................... 183 Jobs after the Martial Law was abolished................................ 192 9. New Challenges....................................................................... 197 Travelling and visiting customers............................................. 202 Travelling in Scandinavian countries........................................ 205 10. All on My Own........................................................................ 215 Different attitude of life........................................................... 220 11. As a Witness ............................................................................ 225 As a narrator of White Terror (2011-2018).............................. 230 12. Jing Mei Guide Office ............................................................. 239 Activities of the parks.............................................................. 242 13. Human Rights Banquet............................................................ 246 14. My earnest gratitude to National Cheng Kung University........ 250 15. International Human Rights Day ............................................ 251 16. Contacts with Foreign Visitors................................................. 256 How I got to know FIHRM..................................................... 257 Distinguished visitors .............................................................. 260 Albie Sachs-The Judge of South Africa..................................... 264 Former South Africa President-Mr. F.W. De Klerk.................... 267 Friend from Canada................................................................. 270 Request for a visit from Thailand............................................. 278 Visit of US Delegation-Speaker Nancy Pelosi ......................... 280 17. Mail Contacts (1)..................................................................... 283 Mail Contacts (2)..................................................................... 285 1. Green Island White Terror Memorial Park........................... 287 2. Jing Mei White Terror Memorial Park.................................. 288 First draft of entry................................................................ 290 Overview.............................................................................. 290 Methodology........................................................................ 292 Sources................................................................................. 293 Mail Contacts (3)..................................................................... 295 The positive feedback of Mr. Kivanc dinler-the champion.... 299 Mail Contacts (4)..................................................................... 303 Trip to New Zealand............................................................ 304 18. My Eldest Brother Seeking for Help......................................... 314 Letters from International Amnesty.......................................... 318 INDOOR SYMPOSIUM ......................................................... 319 Postscript................................................................................. 322